Sometimes I don’t want to work. Not wanting to work makes me feel bad.

My identity is tied up in liking to work hard! And I work for myself - it’s very easy to slack off. Not wanting to work makes me feel lazy. It makes me feel like I need to buckle down, and I feel like something is wrong with me when I can’t.

This used to make me upset. I’d spend days distracted, neither fully working nor fully relaxing. Now when this happens I tell myself:

This reframing has been a revelation for me. Thinking this way makes it easier to change my process, helps me find what excites me, and makes it easier to consciously take breaks. Here are some questions I ask in order to isolate what needs to change.

I made a game. It’s called BreakTime. It’s Breakout (aka Brick Breaker) running inside Google Calendar. Your meetings are bricks. It (optionally) declines the meetings you destroy.

It’s a chrome extension. You can install it here. It has no external dependencies; it’s 1,500 lines of javascript including a little game engine I made for the project.

Making it was a ton of fun. Let me tell you about it.

I made a little tool. It’s called telEyegraph. It converts blinks to morse code.

I built it because I’m fascinated with controlling things with your eyes and as a test of the React and CSS skills that I spent January learning.

You can play with it here or check out the code on github.

I made a new game with greg technology. It’s called Talk Paper Scissors. It lets you play rock paper scissors with strangers by calling a phone number.

the Talk Paper Scissors mascot

It’s an attempt to make an audio-only stranger video. Here’s how it works:

• you call a phone number
• you’re asked to say rock, paper, or scissors
• you aren’t allowed to say anything else
• you hear a recording of what the stranger said and are told whether you won or lost

Games are 3 rounds long. Your stats are tracked between rounds.

To play call 1-(515)-762-5762 (that’s 1-515-ROCK-ROC). Note that this is a US number so fees may apply if you call internationally!

I made a newsletter. It’s here, on substack. Then I wrote a post on my blog about making a substack. It’s here, on my blog, which you’re reading right now.

Every night at 12:15 AM my computer tells me to go to bed.

No, really. A voice says “time to sleep.” Then this window pops up:

yeah, it's a little verbose

If I hit “ok” the window pops up again a minute later. Sometimes I move the popup out of view and ignore it for a few minutes. Sometimes I snooze it and keep coding (or writing - it’s 12:28 AM right now). But most of the time I go to bed.

Update: the day after I posted this stranger video went viral in japan. It was a ton of fun. The viralness has died off for now; I’m working on a separate post about the experience of using stranger video at peak popularity.

I have a new project. It’s called ‘stranger video.’ It’s about staring at strangers.

stranger video has some rules:

• you are paired with a stranger for a video call.
• video is tightly cropped to just your face and cuts out if there’s no face in frame.
• no audio, no text chat, just silent video.
• video cuts out as soon as one of you blinks.

You can play it at stranger.video

It’s the most uncomfortable thing I’ve built. I hope you love it.

I made a game. It’s called Flappy Dird. It’s Flappy Bird inside MacOS Finder.

It has instructions, high score tracking, and marquee banner ads. You double-click to start a game and select any file in the window to jump. It runs at 4 frames a second and can’t run much faster. It occasionally drops inputs for reasons that you’ll understand if you finish this blog.

I’m going to lay out how Flappy Dird works and how it got there. Head to the github repo if you want to check out the code or play the game yourself.

I made a game. It’s in a Google Sheet:

There’s some stuff going on here! But in addition to aesthetics this game is “real time” - the spreadsheet tracks the time when you complete tasks and compares those times to where the animated blue progress bar is. Your final evaluation (in the lower right) tells you whether you completed your tasks early, on time, or late. This is all driven purely via Google Sheets formulas - no Apps Script or other trickery needed.

Let’s talk about how this works!

Every night I write down six seconds of my day that I want to remember.

Some nights I struggle to come up with something worth writing down. That’s ok! Sometimes I’ll struggle for many days in a row. That’s less ok.

But when I have multi-day stretches where I have nothing to write down I notice. And noticing causes me to start changing my behavior. Journaling this way helps me seek out memories worth remembering.

Measuring and optimizing the right metric can be powerful. Measuring and optimizing the wrong metric can be disastrous. But sometimes the act of measurement itself is sufficient to change behavior for the better.

So here’s a neat trick:

By changing the font I’m able to automatically convert hex color codes to RGB! What’s going on?

Basics

• Genre: survivors-like
• Links: play it on itch or check out the code on github
• Engine: Godot 3.5
• Time Spent: ~August 8th - 20th
• Other Stuff: I built this game at Recurse Center, a magical place that functions like a writers retreat for programmers. Consider applying!

Gameplay Video

Basics

• Genre: Competitive toungue twister
• Links: play it right here or play it on itch
• Engine: A little hand-rolled javascript
• Time Spent: ~4 hours one evening
• Other Stuff: I built this game at Recurse Center, a magical place that functions like a writers retreat for programmers. Consider applying!

In Wub you’re prompted to say some silly phrases while a timer plays. When you finish saying the silly phrases the timer stops. The first phrase you say is “wub wub¹.” That’s why it’s called wub.

I turned off Infinite Hamlet on September 30th.

Some quick stats: 41 unique chatters submitted 4,400 characters and completed 136 lines of hamlet. Running it was a ton of fun! I’m excited to revisit this kind of game in the future.

Basics

• Genre: twitch-plays-pokemon-like
• Links: play it live on twitch
• Engine: Godot 3.5
• Time Spent: ~2 weeks on and off
• Other Stuff: I built this game at Recurse Center, a magical place that functions like a writers retreat for programmers. Consider applying!

Gameplay Video

To play Infinite Hamlet you attempt to type out all of Hamlet one character at time via twitch chat. That’s the whole game. It’s called “Infinite Hamlet” because of the infinite monkey theorem

So here’s a neat trick:

That’s the firefox address bar! And I’m playing a full game of Wordle in it! What’s going on?

This game was linked from New York Times Watching newsletter on Friday September 8, 2023. This was super cool for me! Margaret Lyons I have no idea how to get in touch with you but thanks for mentioning my game!

Basics

• Genre: Uh. Arcade action game / childhood dream achievement simulator (?)
• Links: play it on itch or check out the code on github
• Engine: PICO-8
• Time Spent: 4 days (June 27th - June 30th)
• Other Stuff: I built this game at Recurse Center, a magical place that functions like a writers retreat for programmers. Consider applying!

Gameplay Video

My favorite part was adding manual 'particle effects' by drawing individual pixels to the screen

Basics

• Genre: Tower defense with a vaguely roguelike choose-1-of-3 upgrade system
• Links: play it on itch or check out the code on github
• Engine: Godot 3.5
• Time Spent: Uh. 15ish days? May 8th - May 13th part time, May 29th - June 11th full time¹.
• Other Stuff: This game shamelessly rips off the UI of DesktopTD, one of my favorite games of the flash game era. Thanks for the many hours of enjoyment, DesktopTD!

Gameplay Video

Basics

• Genre: Rhythmic puzzle game
• Links: play it on itch or check out the code on github
• Engine: Godot 3.5
• Time Spent: May 15th - May 21st (1 week)
• Other Stuff: The first few levels of the game are probably too hard. If you almost immediately get stuck check out “the game is too damn hard” below.

Gameplay video

Basics

• Genre: Physics puzzle game
• Links: play it on itch, read the code on github, or check it out on the Ludum website
• Engine: Godot 3.5
• Time Spent: April 28 - May 1 (72 hours)
• Other Stuff: This is my first game jam game¹ - neat! It’s the first time I’ve made my own game music - neat! I threw away most of my work from the first day of the jam - less neat!

Gameplay video

Basics

• Genre: Launcher, almost idle. Inspired by “Learn to Fly” and some other games popular in the Flash era.
• Links: play it on itch or check out the code on github
• Engine: Godot 3.5
• Time Spent: April 11-13, April 18-26 (12 days with some traveling in between)
• Other: Sisyphus Needs a Nap got more plays on itch in a single day than platris did over its lifetime! It also made it to the top of itch’s “new and popular web games” page. Neat!

Gameplay Video

Basics:

• Genre: stressful puzzle platformer? You play tetris and a platformer at the same time.
• Links: play it on itch or check out the code on github
• Engine: Godot 3.5
• Time spent: March 30th - April 7th, but I already had a basic tetris implementation

Gameplay Video: